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[El interior de la sala est\u00e1 casi a oscuras… S\u00f3lo unas cuantas velas titilantes aguardan en el frontal del escenario, pero su luz no es lo suficientemente intensa para poder ver lo que sucede sobre las tablas… Afuera, una lluvia fina repiquetea en los cristales… Esa misma lluvia que deber\u00eda llevarse todos los males y dejar todo limpio… Entonces parece que el cortinaje del fondo se mueve y aparece el protagonista de la funci\u00f3n para iniciar la representaci\u00f3n…]<\/p>\n

– Hoy no voy a ser yo quien os cuente algo… Hoy le dejo a \u00e9l… Porque lo que cuenta me ha tocado… Y porque despu\u00e9s de todo este tiempo, a\u00fan sigo identific\u00e1ndome con su dolor…<\/p>\n

[Entonces el protagonista da unos pasos atr\u00e1s para adentrarse en la oscuridad y el invitado, vestido completamente de negro, sale a escena para empezar a contar su historia…]<\/p>\n

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– I was surprised when someone mentioned to me that today was the 10th anniversary of the Adore album…my first thought was surprise that it had been that long since, and how quickly time passes…it seems like a long time ago and yet, in some strange ways, not that far back either…<\/p>\n

recently, when we went in to record ‘Superchrist’, it was the first time I had been back to Sunset Sound studios since the completion of the Adore album…some of the same people still work there, and spoke very kindly to me of the time spent making that album…we were working in another room for ‘superchrist’, but I did ask to go to peek inside the other room where many of the songs were cut, and it’s funny how time can play tricks with your mind as far as the proportion of things…the tracking room was full of amps and guitars back then, and so empty it looked quite large…i could see in my mind’s eye the three of us sitting in a small circle recording ‘shame’, a song I had just written that morning…and playing take after take after take of ‘for Martha’, the band in the main room and me at the piano in the isolation booth, trying to reach them thru glass…<\/p>\n

the reaction at the time of the album’s release, if memory serves me correctly, was overwhelming negative…it was a very na\u00efve thing to try to do, to make an album that sounded little like the one before, and which spoke very openly about mourning and loss…D’arcy in particular was very critical at the time of the decision to even call it a Pumpkins album, saying that it really should have been my first solo album…then I didn’t know what to think, because the hopes I placed on the album, mistaken as they were (that the band could be seen in a more open light that had more to do with artistry), were dashed in all the talk of what it didn’t sound like and how it was a failure thru and thru…and secretly yearned that the embrace of it would heal some of the wounds of my mothers death and probably honestly the death of the band as well…but none of that worked, none of it came true, and it has been a circuitous journey ever since…it does seem to be the demarcation point of what was, and what became, and what might be…the fact that after 10 years the album has found it’s warmer place here and there shows that it’s birth and death and re-birth are very much in line with the themes of the album…which is one of hope, and taking a chance that the moment lived properly is ultimately more important than in what gets written down later…<\/p>\n

i lived that album quite deeply, and maybe that’s why I still can’t listen to it…and I can no longer blame anyone if they don’t either…it’s one of ‘those’, an ‘other’, something apart…and the pun of the title, crude as it is, serves quite simply:<\/p>\n

Q: \u00abwhen is a door not a door?\u00bb
\nA: \u00abwhen it is a jar\u00bb<\/p>\n

…see, bad joke…<\/p>\n

Q: \u00abwhen is an album not an album?
\nA: \u00abwhen it is a-dore…\u00bb<\/p>\n

[Entonces Billy sonr\u00ede vergonzosamente marcando los mofletes en su rostro blanquecino y el protagonista avanza para situarse junto a \u00e9l…]<\/p>\n

– \u00daltimamente yo tambi\u00e9n me siento incomprendido… Por m\u00e1s que lo intente, nadie parece escuchar lo que me pasa a MI… Lo que siento… Y estoy llegando a un punto en el que tengo ganas de rebelarme… Gritar bien fuerte y que de una vez se me escuche… Decir unas cuantas cosas bien dichas, aunque haya ciertas personas a las que no les va a gustar lo que les tengo que decir… A todo el mundo le duelen los pinchazos, pero parece que yo no tenga derecho a quejarme de los martillazos… Y estoy empezando a pensar que quiz\u00e1s deber\u00eda decirlo abiertamente… Que aunque no lo parezca, yo tambi\u00e9n necesito sentirme humano… Que no soy ninguna fr\u00eda m\u00e1quina a la que puedas pedir lo que necesitas y obviar sus necesidades… Quiero ser feliz… Y por el momento no me dejan serlo…<\/p>\n

El tiempo dir\u00e1 hacia qu\u00e9 direcci\u00f3n ir\u00e1n mis pasos… Como el viento en las velas… Todo ser\u00eda diferente sin las ausencias… Las malditas ausencias… Pero no se puede hacer nada por las p\u00e9rdidas… Ahora s\u00f3lo puedo seguir caminando solo…<\/p>\n

[Y entonces el actor principal pone su mano sobre el hombro de Billy y los dos toman la oscuridad, mientras una guitarra en medio arpegio les despide entre las sombras…]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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